The Lost Pages

by ODD CREW

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released March 19, 2018

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Track Name: Cast a Stone
CAST A STONE

I gave my heart for you all
I ain’t gonna lie to myself
There’s one truth that I know

I bury my anger for you all
Pain won’t last in the line
I give my smile when I cry

Time, day by day I try to survive the storm
And time, I keep on running right behind

There’s no time left at all
I gave my heart for you all
Hope you’ll smile when I’m gone
But If I’m wrong just cast a stone

There ain’t no place for yesterdays
So much said, so much to say
I hope our journey never ends

Moments shared, mountains climbed
I have no regrets at all
Win or lose, right or wrong
I have no regrets at all

There’s no time left at all
I gave my heart for you all
Hope you smile when I’m gone
But If I’m wrong just cast a stone

Moments shared, mountains climbed
I have no regrets at all
Win or lose, right or wrong
I have no regrets at all

Oh, just cast a stone
Track Name: Dust in My Eyes
DUST IN MY EYES

Yesterday’s bitter is long gone
There I’m lost along the way
Leaving down everything right or wrong
Trying to find where to begin

So long I’ve been running round in circles
Just chasing broken dreams
Waiting for the sun to shine through the storm
Time and time again…

Dust in My Eyes

You'd see me just walking away
Empty as I am
Hiding downtrodden while the sky is unclear
Praying to face another day

Help me, I’ve been roaming this promised land
With no one but myself
Tell me that after the darkest night
Comes the brightest day

DUST IN MY EYES
Can’t remember how it feels
Cause I’ve been away for too long
DUST IN MY EYES
Can’t remember who I am
And how did I end up so wrong

DUST IN MY EYES
All the fear that bleeds from my eyes
It’s nothing but...
DUST IN MY EYES
Can’t remember who I am
And how did I end up so wrong
It’s just DUST IN MY EYES

It’s all DUST IN MY EYES
DUST IN MY EYES
DUST IN MY EYES
All in all it’s DUST IN MY EYES
DUST IN MY EYES
Track Name: A Dog Without a Name
A DOG WITHOUT A NAME...

I could be anywhere
I could stay here for a while
Then I’m gone without a word
I could be anything
Would it mean a lot to you
Would it last a while today?

A shadow on the sun
But it’s fading away
A shine upon the world
But it’s fading away
A tale of lost and won
I’d just do anything so anyone can see

Walking through every day
like a dog without a name
But I still know where to go
Never had anything
Yet I’ve always had enough
Come rain, come shine

A shadow on the sun
But it’s fading away
A shine upon the world
But It’s fading away
A tale of right and wrong
I’d just do anything so anyone can see

A shadow on the sun
But is fading away
A shine upon the world
But It’s fading away
A tale that’s lost and gone
I’m just saying
I would do anything so anyone...
Track Name: Same Old Me
Same Old Me

Hurt,
Is it you my friend?
Did I
Find you once again?

Same old story
What’s the difference?
Same old wrong side
Is it just how I’m designed?

Hopeless, shattered one more time
I fail as I try

Distant, helpless I spiral down
Falling to the same old pain

I, can I just walk away?
What If I could?
What’s the difference?

When fear, anger just pull me back
Doesn’t matter how hard I try

Distant, helpless I spiral down
Falling to the same old pain
Wake me, save me, drag me out
‘Cause I’m falling to the same old me

Distant, helpless I spiral down
Falling to the same old pain
Wake me up, save me from this endless spin
‘Cause I’m falling to the same old me
Track Name: Dead Letter
DEAD LETTER

There's only two of us left in the end
And there are our footsteps fading away
I'm going far away and that's what she said
‘cause I won’t let time bury me again

She said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myself
She said - there is no time left, no more to share
She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care
She said...

Don’t want no comforting, I don’t need no prayer
What’s left behind me is just an empty chair
I’ve found no reason left to follow the way
I’ve found no reason to keep trying to escape

She said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myself
She said - there is no time left, no more to share
She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care
She said - it's a bitter farewell but I'll see you again

She said - I'm leaving this dead letter, buried deep in myself
She said - there is no time left, no more to share
She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care
She said... and that's what she said
Track Name: Bitterness Inside
BITTERNESS INSIDE

Drowning in my memories so lost inside
Hiding behind this wall of sleep I designed
So lost in blame I feel no hope
I'm tired of chasing sides

How long till the end comes along
Will I ever know why I'm running away
Trying to forsake this desperate heart
Just to survive
This bitterness inside

Stuck into this place I know where nothing’s changed
I wonder if I could have run away
So lost in time, so full of pain
I'm tired of being a stray

And how long till the end comes along
Will I ever know why I'm running away
Trying to forsake this desperate heart
Just to survive
This bitterness inside

How long till the end comes along
Will I ever know why I'm running away
Trying to forsake this desperate heart
Just to survive
Track Name: I Know
I Know

There's an empty picture hanging on the wall
An empty face, an empty soul just covering a hole
A false pretend that nothing’s wrong
A desperate urge for help
It feels like it's the right time
To save me from myself

I know
There's a beating heart that can be changed
A burning flame, that still desires
That shouldn't be forsaken

Yeah, I know the blood upon my dreams it's all my sin
It's killing what is left of me
I know that lying to myself is not a win
I'm just covering my dirt it seems
I am the one that must be so ashamed
I'm the one that must be blamed
For trying to look away from what I've sinned

Ooh, I have sinned

Is there a tale that tell it
How to end it all
Is there a judge to judge me
If I’ve lost or I have won
If there is something hidden
If the answer is known
Just keep it to yourself
And let it be so

‘Cause I know
There's a beating heart that can be changed
A burning flame that still desires
That shouldn't be forsaken

Yeah, I know that blood upon my dreams it's all my sin
It's killing what is left of me
I know that lying to myself is not a win
I'm just covering my dirt it seems

I am the one that must be so ashamed
I'm the one that must be blamed
For trying to look away all that I've sinned

Oh, I’ve sinned

I know that blood upon my dreams it's all my sin
Yeah, I know that lying to myself is not a win

And I know there’s still a bleeding heart
That’s crying for a chance
I know there’s something more ahead
I know it’s not the end

I know
Track Name: Share a Tear
SHARE A TEAR

Hear me, I’ve lost my way
I’m Drowning in these darkest days
Can you please just hold my hand
Right down to the very end

Help me up, help me up and shine on me
Lift me up, why don’t you lift me up and share a tear

I've cried for help so many times
But all I’ve heard was last goodbyes
Wake me from my deepest fears
And share with me my bitter tears

Help me up, please help me up and shine on me
Lift me up, why don’t you lift me up and share a tear
Track Name: Walk Through It All
WALK THROUGH IT ALL

Our black hearts turned the wheel
And set sail, took a different course
To a land so cold and shattered
Where we were so many times before
You said we’ve lost the flame
You said that all I bring is pain
And there’s nothing worth to keep
Spinning in this desperate wheel

Just say and I'm gone
Just say your heart bleeds for me no more
But deep inside you know
The seeds we plant will grow again
So let's walk through it all

I may be what you say
But I would walk right next to you
Through suffering and pain
Through burning fire and pouring rain
So blame me for it all
As I walk, walk out this door
‘Cause all I want to be
Is but the reason for your misery

Just say and I'm gone
Jus say you're heart bleeds for me no more
But deep inside you know
The seeds we plant will grow again
Just say and I’ll go
Say and I'll walk right out that door
But deep inside you know
Sometimes the road can be so hard and cold
Let's walk through it all
Track Name: I'm Free
I’M FREE

Walking through the ground of this ghost-like town I lose the feeling
That I’m still alive
I slip behind horizon’s line as I watch the last light
Fading from sight

And I feel the dark
As it’s pulling me down

But I’m free under
I’m free down here
Far from every judgement
I can finally lose the heavy mask I wear

In this void of quiet and cold I disappear
To never come out
Where there’s no hope, no desire, no regret , no trust, no disappointment
To chase me down


Down in this vast
Beyond future and past

I’m free under
I’m free down here
Far from every judgement
I can lose the mask I wear
And I’m free under
I can breathe down here
Far from guilt and failure
I can finally turn to who I really am

I’m free under
I’m free down here
Where there’s no one to judge me
I lose the past, I lose the mask
And I’m free under
I can be down here
Free from shame and burden
Free from the role I am supposed to play
Track Name: Buried Beneath
Buried Beneath

Time slips away
Taking all I’ve got
As I see the sunlight set behind the clouds
I remember the child
The flame behind its eyes
The endless sea of dreams inside its heart

Oh I,
I would keep it if I could
But the kid this man once was he barely knew

It’s buried beneath the scars
Oh I’m, Oh I’m
I’m buried beneath the tears
Oh I’m, Oh I’m

Fading away
The words that could be shared
The voice that whispered everything’ll be fine

Oh I,
I don’t know if I could find
The dream that lead me through my darkest time

It’s buried beneath the scars
Oh I’m, Oh I’m
I’m buried beneath the tears
Oh I’m, Oh I’m
Trying to bury my deepest fears

I’m buried beneath the scars
Oh I’m, Oh I’m
I’m buried beneath the tears
Oh I’m, Oh I’m
Trying to bury my deepest fears
Oh I’m, Oh I’m,
I’m buried beneath the scars
Oh I’m, Oh I’m,
I’m buried beneath my tears
Track Name: What I Never Was
WHAT I NEVER WAS

I, am I weak because I hurt
Am I old ‘cause I’m tired
Should I say I’m sorry
Should I be so ashamed
Tell me and I’ll take on the blame
For the things I’ve never done
For the things I’ve never said

For the things I never was
For the things I couldn’t be
For the things I couldn’t see
For the things I never did
For the things I never was

I must be mute if I don’t speak
I must be dead scared If I don’t wanna leave
If I’m to say I’m sorry
If I’m the one to blame
Would It make a difference at all

For the things I never was
For the things I couldn’t be
But it feels like
Yes, it feels like
It could have never been me
For the things I never was
For the things I couldn’t be
For the things I
All the things I
All the things I never was
Track Name: I'm Gone
I’M GONE

I’m turning pages of a book I’ve read before
I kinda like it but it’s old
The words are twisted, I can’t read them anymore
I thinks it’s time for me to go

Today I’m gone
Today I’m gone
This is not where I belong

I’ve made myself a world that has so much more to show
So leave my twisted mind alone

Today I’m gone
Today I’m gone
Cause this is not where I belong

Today I’m gone
Today I’m gone
Please leave my twisted mind alone

I’ve so much more to show
I, I’ve made myself a world I call my own
Don’t you wait for me I’m gone

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