The Lost Pages

by ODD CREW

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Super J 04:40
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Cast a Stone 03:17
CAST A STONE I gave my heart for you all I ain’t gonna lie to myself There’s one truth that I know I bury my anger for you all Pain won’t last in the line I give my smile when I cry Time, day by day I try to survive the storm And time, I keep on running right behind There’s no time left at all I gave my heart for you all Hope you’ll smile when I’m gone But If I’m wrong just cast a stone There ain’t no place for yesterdays So much said, so much to say I hope our journey never ends Moments shared, mountains climbed I have no regrets at all Win or lose, right or wrong I have no regrets at all There’s no time left at all I gave my heart for you all Hope you smile when I’m gone But If I’m wrong just cast a stone Moments shared, mountains climbed I have no regrets at all Win or lose, right or wrong I have no regrets at all Oh, just cast a stone
3.
DUST IN MY EYES Yesterday’s bitter is long gone There I’m lost along the way Leaving down everything right or wrong Trying to find where to begin So long I’ve been running round in circles Just chasing broken dreams Waiting for the sun to shine through the storm Time and time again… Dust in My Eyes You'd see me just walking away Empty as I am Hiding downtrodden while the sky is unclear Praying to face another day Help me, I’ve been roaming this promised land With no one but myself Tell me that after the darkest night Comes the brightest day DUST IN MY EYES Can’t remember how it feels Cause I’ve been away for too long DUST IN MY EYES Can’t remember who I am And how did I end up so wrong DUST IN MY EYES All the fear that bleeds from my eyes It’s nothing but... DUST IN MY EYES Can’t remember who I am And how did I end up so wrong It’s just DUST IN MY EYES It’s all DUST IN MY EYES DUST IN MY EYES DUST IN MY EYES All in all it’s DUST IN MY EYES DUST IN MY EYES
4.
A DOG WITHOUT A NAME... I could be anywhere I could stay here for a while Then I’m gone without a word I could be anything Would it mean a lot to you Would it last a while today? A shadow on the sun But it’s fading away A shine upon the world But it’s fading away A tale of lost and won I’d just do anything so anyone can see Walking through every day like a dog without a name But I still know where to go Never had anything Yet I’ve always had enough Come rain, come shine A shadow on the sun But it’s fading away A shine upon the world But It’s fading away A tale of right and wrong I’d just do anything so anyone can see A shadow on the sun But is fading away A shine upon the world But It’s fading away A tale that’s lost and gone I’m just saying I would do anything so anyone...
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Same Old Me 03:44
Same Old Me Hurt, Is it you my friend? Did I Find you once again? Same old story What’s the difference? Same old wrong side Is it just how I’m designed? Hopeless, shattered one more time I fail as I try Distant, helpless I spiral down Falling to the same old pain I, can I just walk away? What If I could? What’s the difference? When fear, anger just pull me back Doesn’t matter how hard I try Distant, helpless I spiral down Falling to the same old pain Wake me, save me, drag me out ‘Cause I’m falling to the same old me Distant, helpless I spiral down Falling to the same old pain Wake me up, save me from this endless spin ‘Cause I’m falling to the same old me
6.
Dead Letter 04:00
DEAD LETTER There's only two of us left in the end And there are our footsteps fading away I'm going far away and that's what she said ‘cause I won’t let time bury me again She said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myself She said - there is no time left, no more to share She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care She said... Don’t want no comforting, I don’t need no prayer What’s left behind me is just an empty chair I’ve found no reason left to follow the way I’ve found no reason to keep trying to escape She said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myself She said - there is no time left, no more to share She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care She said - it's a bitter farewell but I'll see you again She said - I'm leaving this dead letter, buried deep in myself She said - there is no time left, no more to share She said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to care She said... and that's what she said
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BITTERNESS INSIDE Drowning in my memories so lost inside Hiding behind this wall of sleep I designed So lost in blame I feel no hope I'm tired of chasing sides How long till the end comes along Will I ever know why I'm running away Trying to forsake this desperate heart Just to survive This bitterness inside Stuck into this place I know where nothing’s changed I wonder if I could have run away So lost in time, so full of pain I'm tired of being a stray And how long till the end comes along Will I ever know why I'm running away Trying to forsake this desperate heart Just to survive This bitterness inside How long till the end comes along Will I ever know why I'm running away Trying to forsake this desperate heart Just to survive
8.
I Know 03:35
I Know There's an empty picture hanging on the wall An empty face, an empty soul just covering a hole A false pretend that nothing’s wrong A desperate urge for help It feels like it's the right time To save me from myself I know There's a beating heart that can be changed A burning flame, that still desires That shouldn't be forsaken Yeah, I know the blood upon my dreams it's all my sin It's killing what is left of me I know that lying to myself is not a win I'm just covering my dirt it seems I am the one that must be so ashamed I'm the one that must be blamed For trying to look away from what I've sinned Ooh, I have sinned Is there a tale that tell it How to end it all Is there a judge to judge me If I’ve lost or I have won If there is something hidden If the answer is known Just keep it to yourself And let it be so ‘Cause I know There's a beating heart that can be changed A burning flame that still desires That shouldn't be forsaken Yeah, I know that blood upon my dreams it's all my sin It's killing what is left of me I know that lying to myself is not a win I'm just covering my dirt it seems I am the one that must be so ashamed I'm the one that must be blamed For trying to look away all that I've sinned Oh, I’ve sinned I know that blood upon my dreams it's all my sin Yeah, I know that lying to myself is not a win And I know there’s still a bleeding heart That’s crying for a chance I know there’s something more ahead I know it’s not the end I know
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Share a Tear 03:41
SHARE A TEAR Hear me, I’ve lost my way I’m Drowning in these darkest days Can you please just hold my hand Right down to the very end Help me up, help me up and shine on me Lift me up, why don’t you lift me up and share a tear I've cried for help so many times But all I’ve heard was last goodbyes Wake me from my deepest fears And share with me my bitter tears Help me up, please help me up and shine on me Lift me up, why don’t you lift me up and share a tear
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WALK THROUGH IT ALL Our black hearts turned the wheel And set sail, took a different course To a land so cold and shattered Where we were so many times before You said we’ve lost the flame You said that all I bring is pain And there’s nothing worth to keep Spinning in this desperate wheel Just say and I'm gone Just say your heart bleeds for me no more But deep inside you know The seeds we plant will grow again So let's walk through it all I may be what you say But I would walk right next to you Through suffering and pain Through burning fire and pouring rain So blame me for it all As I walk, walk out this door ‘Cause all I want to be Is but the reason for your misery Just say and I'm gone Jus say you're heart bleeds for me no more But deep inside you know The seeds we plant will grow again Just say and I’ll go Say and I'll walk right out that door But deep inside you know Sometimes the road can be so hard and cold Let's walk through it all
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I'm Free 03:35
I’M FREE Walking through the ground of this ghost-like town I lose the feeling That I’m still alive I slip behind horizon’s line as I watch the last light Fading from sight And I feel the dark As it’s pulling me down But I’m free under I’m free down here Far from every judgement I can finally lose the heavy mask I wear In this void of quiet and cold I disappear To never come out Where there’s no hope, no desire, no regret , no trust, no disappointment To chase me down Down in this vast Beyond future and past I’m free under I’m free down here Far from every judgement I can lose the mask I wear And I’m free under I can breathe down here Far from guilt and failure I can finally turn to who I really am I’m free under I’m free down here Where there’s no one to judge me I lose the past, I lose the mask And I’m free under I can be down here Free from shame and burden Free from the role I am supposed to play
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Buried Beneath Time slips away Taking all I’ve got As I see the sunlight set behind the clouds I remember the child The flame behind its eyes The endless sea of dreams inside its heart Oh I, I would keep it if I could But the kid this man once was he barely knew It’s buried beneath the scars Oh I’m, Oh I’m I’m buried beneath the tears Oh I’m, Oh I’m Fading away The words that could be shared The voice that whispered everything’ll be fine Oh I, I don’t know if I could find The dream that lead me through my darkest time It’s buried beneath the scars Oh I’m, Oh I’m I’m buried beneath the tears Oh I’m, Oh I’m Trying to bury my deepest fears I’m buried beneath the scars Oh I’m, Oh I’m I’m buried beneath the tears Oh I’m, Oh I’m Trying to bury my deepest fears Oh I’m, Oh I’m, I’m buried beneath the scars Oh I’m, Oh I’m, I’m buried beneath my tears
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WHAT I NEVER WAS I, am I weak because I hurt Am I old ‘cause I’m tired Should I say I’m sorry Should I be so ashamed Tell me and I’ll take on the blame For the things I’ve never done For the things I’ve never said For the things I never was For the things I couldn’t be For the things I couldn’t see For the things I never did For the things I never was I must be mute if I don’t speak I must be dead scared If I don’t wanna leave If I’m to say I’m sorry If I’m the one to blame Would It make a difference at all For the things I never was For the things I couldn’t be But it feels like Yes, it feels like It could have never been me For the things I never was For the things I couldn’t be For the things I All the things I All the things I never was
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I'm Gone 03:30
I’M GONE I’m turning pages of a book I’ve read before I kinda like it but it’s old The words are twisted, I can’t read them anymore I thinks it’s time for me to go Today I’m gone Today I’m gone This is not where I belong I’ve made myself a world that has so much more to show So leave my twisted mind alone Today I’m gone Today I’m gone Cause this is not where I belong Today I’m gone Today I’m gone Please leave my twisted mind alone I’ve so much more to show I, I’ve made myself a world I call my own Don’t you wait for me I’m gone

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released March 19, 2018

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